DSRW | Healing Through Honesty

7.2.24 To be honest, on second thought, I haven’t necessarily given up on love, but at the same time, it’s definitely not a priority right now… 6.30.24 As I lay here writing this, it’s almost weird that I’ve finally decided to give up on love or getting married. I’m transforming a few heavy emotions before this next season of my life, as well as right before Mother Nature’s gift(ak.a. period)...go figure...But I should’ve never tried to be a meditator to others and a lover gi

It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to feel pain. It’s okay to feel anger. It’s okay to feel negative emotions. Today, I woke up feeling light as a feather after finally getting the last of some yucky, icky feelings out of my system from emotional pain by writing it out. It’s like I needed that purge of emotions to let it all go. I was a little worried that what I wrote may have come off as judgmental, but why be fake about it when that’s how I wanted to express those raw emotions?!

I need to get this off my chest…and if you don’t like cuss words, don’t read it… I’m done supporting people…for now. I do it too much and it comes too naturally because I like to see people win but any and everybody who watched and observed me sink to my lowest point while I requested, begged, or cried for help can kiss my ass…KNOWING THAT I BARELY ASK ANYBODY FOR ANYTHING…I did everything I thought I was supposed to do in terms of working and going to school with REAL 9-5 jo

Sometimes rising like a phoenix from the ashes and blossoming into a rose is justice enough

Photo by: Me, I like to call this one “the black mirror” To be honest, I recommend starting here: The Inner Lioness: I Care Too Much but Like…IDGAF…Like Forreal or even The Dark Night of the Soul: Being the Victim, Mourning, Rising Up, and Moving Forward. Sometimes, how we express negativity (or even positivity) is just our inner selves begging for someone to actively listen; we’re overstimulated, it needs to be released, or a plethora of other things. I’m sure a psychologis

Photo by: Me, it’s giving fresh out the shower laced with baby powder (minus the baby powder). I use deodorant. If someone were to ask my mom for a phrase that I say that she probably didn’t want me to use (besides cuss words), it would probably be “I don’t care”. I don’t know if it’s because of all the emotional scars and wounds I’ve had to work through or because I just really…don’t…care. I wouldn’t be me if I also didn’t add that my Mars is retrograded in Leo and my Mercur