Still Healing…
Updated: Sep 5
I need to get this off my chest…and if you don’t like cuss words, don’t read it…
I’m done supporting people…for now. I do it too much and it comes too naturally because I like to see people win but any and everybody who watched and observed me sink to my lowest point while I requested, begged, or cried for help can kiss my ass…KNOWING THAT I BARELY ASK ANYBODY FOR ANYTHING…I did everything I thought I was supposed to do in terms of working and going to school with REAL 9-5 jobs, to be successful according to societal norms even when I didn’t want to (with the occasional fuck-ups we all go through…) and still took on the karma of bird brain ass hoes and charged it to the game with a smile with the ideology that everything happens for a reason…because at the end of the day, no one is perfect, it’s my fault for not walking away, and we all learn our lessons differently. It shouldn’t be this hard to be a black woman with sense…like why the fuck do the hoes selling their punani’s and pogo sticks to pay their bills get so much love while women with their heads on straight get crumbs?!? (No judgment though). Why the fuck do corrupt, scamming, fake, performative BULLIES always get the spotlight while the real ones go through the trenches dealing with bullshit!?! I’m not even gonna wish bad on anyone, but what I will say is…I hope the Divine keeps everybody from my past away from me, and I hope I never cross paths with them again.
I’m tired of being nurturing and listening to people who don’t take the time to do the same while they lend out fake empathy and sympathy or talk behind your back like they’re a saint, with no real help and then play stupid like they don’t know why you have nothing to say or why you’re upset when you check their ass or they try to tear you down more. Thankfully, I’m still going to remain sweet because that’s just who I am…but as long as it’s new energy, my sweet and peaceful demeanor will remain. I have nothing to say to the old.
Fake “woke” spiritualists, artists, and religious people are interesting too…But I digress. This world is weird…and f*ck love, too(not really though lol)…I just mean actions speak louder than words. Some of these platforms are encouraging the fake and the phony, too, but I digress. Like, stop asking people what they need when nothing is truly being provided.
It’s a full moon out tonight, so consider this anger transformed. Fuck you bitches and fuck you hoes…again. (If it doesn’t apply, let it fly)
WHERE’S MY MILLI SO I CAN GTF AND BE A DIGITAL NOMAD ALREADY?!
I feel A LOT better now. Peace, love, and light.
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